Going into High Alert

At times I wonder what are we doing in the first place. We say things, then take it back. We carry out tasks only to abandon it later on. So what are we really doing in the first place.

Frustration sets in when we find out that we aren’t achieving the things that we try to do. Rather than will do it, we try instead of actually getting focused on it. Hence we get into limbos as it goes. Up and downs in life and we are not even sure if we’re on the up slope to getting there or on the down to giving up and just doing nothing at all in the first place.

Some of us are crushed. Deep inside we went too deep. Close to us, close to our hearts and how far we extend our arms limits our reach to things. Sometimes it’s only air that we catch and nothing more.

Some of us are unresolved. Matters which are over but have yet to be told what to do next. Where are we headed without resolving the issue? I don’t know. Are you even sure it’s resolve. I have no idea.

There are those who give up all and all on the spot. Running away from the hurdle instead of trying to jump over it. Can’t blame them, we all want something that is good for our lives and the smarter choice is always to go for something better, hence run round the hurdle to the next one instead of jumping over it. Sure you’ll be faulted but who’s there to fault you?

The flow moves, yet we fight against it. Flood comes, we try to swim or just sink and drown. I want to float rather and just watch as I’m crushed, beaten, insulted, let down, taken down, ignored, made fun of, getting frustrated, feel lonely and many more that the sadness has to offer.