Somebody keeps adding to their mountain

Author: Jonazan  //  Category: Everything

It’s kinda funny when you find out that the root of a complain against you due to something in the past was actually the result of their own misdemeanor. One person I know keeps adding work to her already sky high mountain and that keeps her really busy and unable to finish it at all. The mountain is still high till today and things don’t get done.

So the story goes that I did a handover and the person complained I threw everything at her and didn’t do anything else. The reality was that I had to head out and called up the related people earlier and all requested follow ups after lunch. So yeah I told her, these are the cases from so and so, and I already called them up and they can only give a probable answer after lunch as they are currently running the machines and so on.

Then I went and did my own thing for a bit and prepared to head out and also for the following week’s training that was about to take place. Then I got called in later on. So that’s where I found out about the complain and also some of my net activities by another person much higher up. So yes I surf a lot and no, I have no bloody idea what the complain was about till I realised that I do know who the person in question was and naturally why too.

So fine, moving on, today I had to finish up some stuff related to the previous trainings weeks earlier and so happens that a lot of people were in. The training this week starts tomorrow and ends Friday, so yeah peeps, I’m still going to office on Friday, it’s not a holiday for me that’s for sure. Then after lunch some quick phone calls for some trainings that are going to be handled by me later on and that was practically it, our main person for the week was doing fine with the calls and none were passed to us for help.

So it turns out I got a call related to an ongoing case. The issue at hand I do not know and hence gave the usual we’re still looking into it which is true as there isn’t any solution as it just arose recently. So another person said that some part is the problem and needed to be changed. Ok so i requested other data to confirm that we need to change the part. Now the person who called me direct decided to play make them turn against one another and email her-truly and things became clear, instead of leaving it to us as an ongoing case, she gets up, starts asking questions, starts requesting data and so on. Then I realised, it’s an ongoing case, it’s not yours, why are you bothering over an e-mail when we’re already working on it to solve it. There’s the problem, when I got called in I was told, work smart, this is clearly now working smart at all, adding to ur own mountain of work and duplicating the case at the same time.

Some people shoot themselves in the foot and make it look like somebody else shot them, impossible angle but very interesting concept.

Anti-personal

Author: Jonazan  //  Category: Everything

As some of you who know me, it does seem odd that I have an ability called anti-personality.

Basically it stems from when I prayed to God that I want to be 100% real and nothing to hide. When you walk that path things change and people who bear masks and so on or try to hide their real face get burnt badly when they get into a fire match. So what’s the hype with having such an ability, well it makes you judgmental for sure alright. You tend to make people become categories and then you work your way through them and finally find the ones you want to shoot in the @$$ and break them apart. You make a lot of enemies that way alright if you did try that without knowing how to carry out the fire fight in the first place.

So I have come up with some standards of weapons in the arsenal for me to use which I will use military terms to describe it since if I did go via personality style then only people who have an unusually high intellectual level or psychologists can probably get what I am trying to push in the first place.

First up we have the Russian Ballistic knife. A short description is that it’s a weapon which is spring loaded in the hilt. Special forces use it like a commando knife and when it’s a needed resort, launch the blade. Makes it deadly. So this is where I’d be trying to slice the person on the outside but they stay away at a distance in order not to get cut. Then the last surprise comes out, the blade comes flying to them. Here the general idea is to lull them into a sense where they think they can defend from a distance protecting their masks, only that the blade comes flying at them later and it’s too late. It’s a very subtle method and this is probably the time consuming one. Just cuts that hurt a little but you can stand it. Well you can dodge the blade, then again it’s always a flesh wound.

Next up, we have the standard Beretta 9mm. It’s fast, light, and has a lot of rounds to pull off. 3 quick easy shots and you guarantee you have a kill. Just that if their wearing body armor then you probably don’t stand a chance. This style here is hitting fast and light but not too hard that you catch them off guard. Multiple points to ponder upon and that stops them to get thinking or they flare up or they will have nothing to say back. Mind you it’s all facts and truth or your ammunition is nothing but blanks and rubber bullets. 15 rounds is all you need and blam blam blam, people will be thinking how in the world do you know that much in the first place at all. It’s much better than using the knife but bear in mind, it takes quite a bit to bring down the other side.

The third level we have are your standard M4A1 Carbines. Light weight and heavy firepower, it gives you an ideal range of fire and also good kill ratio. This is where things get serious. You know it hurts, they know it hurts, pull the trigger once and they know you mean business. It’s practically serious stuff that you have and know which is detrimental to their current situation. Here is where things are tricky, shoot the wrong person and you get what I mean. You have to pick the target well and make sure every shot counts and you need to know that the wooden table over there isn’t going to stop what you are firing at them. This is where you have heavy facts and what people’s opinion are of them. You get the complains and you confront them knowing that you are prepared for a fire fight and harsh worlds are going to come out and somebody is going to get angry alright here. However it’s a good wake up call. Many people tend to use this as the last resort when it comes to telling off. Square in the face. Reminds me of one game that Johnny Lee used to play on my old pc, the team leader was a marksman and everytime he got a long range kill, he’d say, surprise. Having 30 rounds and 5.56mm, is worth the price to pay to make sure you know what you are doing when tearing apart their wall down.

4th level is where you hide and use people to get to the other side. Think of it as a sniper, Barret M108. Long range, 1200 yards and a .50 caliber round, not to mention you have 10 and it’s semi-auto. You can dish a lot of hurt. You just get the friends that are closest and they do all the talking while you feed them the information. They’ll never know what hit them from so far away. It’s bad cause you use the people around him/her to do the leg work while you give them the information and the points to argue it out. One shot, one kill, and it hurts the most where it’s needed. One major point is all you need and that makes things very difficult for them. Just get ready when they start to have a fall out and their friends become enemies instead. What can I say, it’s anti-personality, you break the person down.

Level 5, you bring the AK 47 out. Guerilla warfare. Go in, hit, come out, hide, go in again and hit and repeat. Well because you know how to tactfully tell the person they won’t know what hits them alright in this case. They will know that you are suggestting stuff but hey, you’re doing it in a friendly manner, yes right in front of everybody who is watching. Insurgents blend in and hit you when  you least expect it. You get up close and personal, study them and when the time is right you hit them all out in front of everybody. You’d be making a lot of people enemies that way. So what if the next guy is wearing Denims, they don’t really mean that their your friend whom you trust a lot.

The anti-tank rifle. This is probably something only a trained person who knows what they are doing can use. You shoot them right up the face, go through all the way to the core and shake the other person. You know the drill, you got the facts, the complaints and you make the shot. Telling them face up where it hurts the most right in front of their face and making sure they can’t say anything back in return cause it’s 100% true and they know it very very well. As the name suggests, this weapon kills the driver and goes through all the way past the other side of the armor. You literally smash all their walls and masks and and hit them right dead smack where their base personality lies and they need to know that you know the truth and they have to face it either way.

Railgun. Enough said. You know when it’s going to be crying and also possibly making them an outcast when everything comes down and reality is, that everybody knows and would like to see them burn for good and not talk to them anymore. You take apart the person this way cause everything about their double life and their masks and what they have been hiding has come to light and people will now have to see them in a different way and make a choice, worth making friends, or just a fake whom nobody can trust with all the lies going on. Suicide does come into play, the person is all alone now and needs to fend for themselves, when things don’t go your way or theirs, better off dying, who needs somebody like that when everybody has been lied to all this while. NOBODY IS TO USE THIS UNLESS AUTHORISED BY A TRAINED PROFESSIONAL.

Big Buddha. Ok so some of you do know this code name and who it stands for. Not really the last resort but it’s a hunting and an extermination and for the sake of justice and for all sentient beings who can make a choice. Well being on the other side of the line doesn’t give much of a choice, it’s an all out war and their friends are getting hit one by one and till they are left alone and the final blow is dealt. Here is where you strip the person of their life, their beliefs, their core values and what they stand for. The world ends right here, right now and it’s judgment day for them. NOBODY IS TO USE THIS UNLESS AUTHORISED BY A TRAINED PROFESSIONAL.

Ion Cannon. I don’t have to say anymore. You just kill the problem and be done with it. Nothing has been so easy as 1, 2, 3 and push the button and they are no more on the face of the planet. Everybody who knows him/her get dragged along in the aftermath. All the masks come off, not only a single person but everybody around who is wearing the same, hiding beneath that fake smile all the while. You are going to make everybody your enemy, bottomline. DEFINITELY NOT EVEN A TRAINED PROFESSIONAL CAN USE THIS AT ALL.

Enough said. This entire post sounds like a bunch of nonsense. And it probably is nonsense alright. Take it at your own discretion.

Ain’t that great after all

Author: Jonazan  //  Category: Everything

I got up to leave, however, she wanted to talk to me. I knew it wasn’t good as usual, this was probably going to be the second time this was happening. I know, I go on too much and I need to cut down and get off it. Even the higher up knew about what I was doing and saw it, too obvious as they put it. However this time I really am going to cut down alright and keep myself busy with what I am suppose to do.

The case was not just that it was another person who got involved. She asked about what happened to another, and it turned out to be miscommunication. If this keeps up she said I would be left alone to fend on my own as it stood. I clearly see that already as I know what being a loner is all about however I did tell before hand what I had done before passing over the files and it did not work out as I expected. Shy and timid and easily taken advantaged of I really hurt another without even realising it in the first place.

Now things have to change, I have to pace down for the group or else I will be speeding ahead of them. Many problems, some of them struggled to get to where they are today, however as I came from a blessed place they do not see me equally and hence I have an uphill battle ahead of me.

She said I had to get rid of the bad habits while at it, and I have to agree it’s time to really cut down or I would be in trouble. I have one more month at this and this is really the last straw as they put it. I rather be scolded and told that my job was on the line but she said she doesn’t want to replace me with another and that demotivated me instead of pushed me forward well it was expected to begin with.

Now I really have to change alright or else things will be hard for me in the future.

All it takes is a broken heart

Author: Jonazan  //  Category: Everything

They say things do change even if you don’t realised what has happened in the first place.

Take for example, I never know how it feels like when people who like say another person find out in the end that their with another.

Shattering example of life in relationships. However how does the one who has to move on feels? Good question, I have never understood that particular concept in the first place, there is an equal win-lose and hence what does the loser feel at the end of the day. I never really did get to ask some of the people whom I know were in that situation.

However, a rare chance came upon me and now I do know how it feels to be in that tight spot. When you find out all of a sudden the other person is with another, it’s rather soul shaking. The very core of you feels broken apart and you go about feeling crushed from the inside.

The interesting part of this entire ordeal is that the mind however strong won’t be moved but the heart is out of sync, when that happens things don’t go as well as we realised them in the first place. For some their hands start to shake and tremble for a bit and they wonder why it’s happening and not tie it to the event that happened. Others they cry knowing full well of what has already come to past.

Things like your motor skills, driving focus, looking at the work on your desk and doing them does come out not as expected to be. It truly is amazing when the mind and heart are out of sync in a case of a broken heart. Even you wont’ realise it at all when it comes to that point.