Going into High Alert

“Bravo 1, to team, rabid dog is on the run.”

I don’t remember how long its been since I started running. Who is chasing me, I know not anymore. All I know is that the past is catching up on the things that I have done. Where am I running to will never be known to me.

“We have movement, Bravo 1, heading to down your way, 300 metres and closing in.”

“Visual confirmed of rabid dog. Bravo 2, 3 and 4 will move in to intercept.”

All those memories from back then, when I used to think that what I had was all I ever needed in life. It did make me happy to remember the times when all was alright and there was nothing to worry about. The only fear was that going against the will and wishes of others of a higher authority. These legs will not keep up for long, once again as the demons close in on me.

“On my mark, 3, 2, 1, GO, GO, GO.”

“Sir theres nobody here…”

“Alpha we lost visual again. Get tac-com to find him again. We can’t afford to let him keep going on at this rate.”

It would have been easier if I stayed and not moved even after they came and caught me. I already escaped once and doing it again was probably all to normal for me. Then again once they did catch you, it does not matter much as you will probably be locked up with not much way out of the place. Keeping you sane in there was something that was probably near impossible to do as you would then lose yourself and mind to what was in store for you. I have seen some, some who were forever changed.

“Bravo 1, we have located rabid dog and from what we see, he just ran past you like that.”

“Damnit, switch to high frequency emitters, target is moving at another frequency of the light spectrum.”

“Bravo 1 please be advised that rabid dog is armed and will retaliate if you do not take him down quick.”

“Copy that. Move people we do not have much time left.”

How long it has been since that day, I do not recall anymore. All I know now is that I am never again the same as I was back then. Changed in that place brought about many different things in me and that probably was when I decided to keep on running. Tired, but I still keep going, exhausted, but my spirit will not yeild, angry, probably the last thing on my mind, confused, not so compared to before, attached, not as strong as it used to be.

“Target sighted. Open fire.”

“Bravo 2, engaging.”

“Bravo 3, engaging.”

“Bravo 4, sonic displacers in place, firing stasis pulse.”

If pain was all that was to come about in the end then let me take it on alone. Those who came along have stopped following me already. Now I have to face the fears alone once again knowing that it will be as hard as it was the previous time. Distance does not make a difference at all. It is still the same no matter how far one will try and run and leave a place of memories.

“Incoming!”

“Are you alright?”

“What does he have that we don’t sir? That wasn’t something that any of us are equiped to take on.”

“Keep on firing, dangit he changed from frequency to partial spectrum.”

Probably it is me who did not come to terms with my own demons. It is probably my own undoing that I am once again caught up in the past and trying to forge on between then and the future with only the present me to take on what has gone and what is to come. Woe upon me, would probably be the best however that does not seem like any answer that I can live with at all.

“What in the world is that we are up against? Isn’t that just some fugitive on the run?”

“I didn’t sign up for this sir.”

“Keep on hammering back, or else we’ll be the ones dead on the floor instead.”

Time is probably against me as the world keeps moving forward and every second that past, will not return ever again. I think this is probably the end for me here. Then again maybe not.

“He’s jumping into the river.”

“Not if I can help it.”

The world seems red to me. Is that from me? This coldness trying to cover the warmth that is or was suppose to be real?

“Command, rabid dog has escaped, however we managed to injur him and he’s bleeding. I don’t think he’ll go far. Send evacs and medics to the site, I have 2 men down and a whole lot of other casulties here in the streets, over.”

“Bravo 1, please be advised that backup is on the way, until then secure the parameter in case of a possible retaliation on the location.”

“I don’t think that will happen command, with this amount of blood left behind it will be a while before rabid dog can try something on us again.”

“Resume with current orders as a precaution.”

“Roger, over and out.”

I think I’ll close my eyes and be set adrift in this sea of eternal bliss and coldness trying to stop that light and warmth that keeps coming to me from somewhere far, yet feels near to me…

Pim Ping: Yo dawg, wassup mah man?

Jay Deet: Aww man, this sucks, ya see, I kinda like this girl, but you know when I’m like that I ain’t myself normally.

Pim Ping: Whadda? You trying to pull a fast one and screw that chick right there and then?

Jay Deet: Are you crazy, that ain’t what I’m talking about you sick ba*d.

Pim Ping: Chill bro, I’m just joking with ya. So whats the issue?

Jay Deet: You know that I’m kinda the fun type of guy making jokes going round all nuts and all that?

Pim Ping: So whats the problem dawg? Lost your drive?

Jay Deet: Well you see the more I like a girl the more serious I become, less jokes, talk more normal stuff, kinda things you know. Hell I don’t even lay a hand on her unlike the rest when I’m teasing them.

Pim Ping: You sure you wanna talk bout this? Cause I call this sick man, there ain’t no way people act like that when they like somebody this bad.

Jay Deet: See thats the problem that I tend to have.

Pim Ping: Well I’ll tell yo what to do. All you gotta say is this you know I like ya and all and thats cool but I gotta let you know that when I like somebody I tend to get really quiet instead.

Jay Deet: Thats giving me away. No way in hell I’ll do that.

Pim Ping: Alright then how bout you try the other way round and go hey baby, I got some action, how bout you looking for some wood?

Jay Deet: You nuts!!!?? Theres no way I’m doing that, get my ass hauled up real good and then punked after that.

Pim Ping: Yo, yo, chill bro, keep it cool, I’m just suggesting things that you can do thats all.

Jay Deet: Yeah like how you handle your girls like the pimp you are.

Pim Ping: Oh so tis bout me now? Ya’ll dissing my living?

Jay Deet: No, I’m just saying that things don’t work your way with me.

Pim Ping: I’m just trying to help ya’ll.

Jay Deet: It ain’t working man. Still that pimp side of yours giving me advice, joke this is.

Pim Ping: So thats how u wanna play eh white boy…

Jay Deet: You *beep* *censored*. C’mon on.

Pim Ping: I’m gonna beat yo ass mo *doing* till u ain’t standin no more white boy.

Jay Deet: Git here tough boy, *whacko* *meep*.

BIF, BIF, WHACK WHACK, THWACK, SLAM

Police Officer: CUT IT OUT NOW OR I’LL BEAT YO ASSES TO THE FLOOR NOW!

Pim Ping: Yo man chill, chill, just a small scuffle thats all, me and my bro here just a lil disagreement.

Jay Deet: How am I related to you again?

Quiet, quiet, settle down people we have a lot to talk about on our minds today however that isn’t the reason why we are here all of a sudden discussing things as such. What we have instead is the matter of a person in question and what should be done on it.

Pah such are just chemical signals in the brain and nothing more but chemical reactions.

Differ on that, there isn’t such, you may say it is, however I do not agree with such as they do come naturally and affect a person as it is.

Is this not then what we have to discuss?

Language can only go so far, how do you propose then we handle such an issue if you two are going to bicker around all day like this?

The chains should be used then.

Would not that be going too far then as what happened the last time? No?

The previous time the chains were used cause so much damage to not only the questionable persona but to the rest of all who are accounted for today.

The person in question is the point here we are to discuss today not what has happened in past, what is and has been long ago.

How can we ignore the what has already happened already and then move on to the current subject when in question the topic is the same as before?

Make do with what we have learnt and move on, is not what we all know?

I detest that you all think of it more than just chemicals and brain signals.

It does affect the mental state and physical state very much and an imbalance leads to catastrohpy.

How then do you say this, using so much time and energy in order not to show anything that is waiting to come forth?

I still say the chains should be used and not removed at all no matter what the cost.

Mind you if you haven’t forgotten that the previous chains were destroyed not by us but by another whom we have no control upon and also the issue at hand.

We nearly had a slip today, and was averted just as it begun. So far it has been hard whenever things do get out of hand. It is a growing problem and the chains are not worth using again either as we have seen the results which bore a more stronger desire than before it was used.

Words, words, words, is that all you people can use? Action must be taken in order to counteract this issue at hand.

What then do you propose? Should be use an alternative method instead?

I have a suggestion, demodulate the main control in order to force a passive reaction and state of mind which will not go active and cause further damage than already.

Do you know the opposite effect then if you do that? That would pose a harsher environment when things go out of hand and are away from what is at hand.

Then should we do nothing instead? How about I ask why not let things continue as they are and see where it will lead to in the end.

Are you out of your mind? Have you not forgotten what has been imparted upon the issue at hand already by a higher authority? Opposing such would land not only the system but the entire council that you see here in jeopardy. The previous case had a similar situation and it did get out of hand. How much more are you willing to risk for a relapse again?

This is getting pointless, the more we argue on what needs to be done, the more we dig up the urban myths of the past.

Say what you want about this arguement but the fact is real that this needs to be dealt with as it stands.

Madness, madness, madness I say. There is no particular way that we can handle this situation if we try something new without knowing that it works.

It is a risk that we have to take. If you want to improve on the past then we would be calling ourselves idiots and fools to let the same thing happen again. Look how much time is there if something were to come forth from letting bygones be bygones? Would it not cause more than just a system breakdown as we have seen before?

And thus we have another disaster on our hands here. I would rather fall now and than to go through what we already have been through once. There is no telling what the future may hold for what is at hand already. I rather see one as a student learning to stand on two feet than to hide and be carried all the way. Like the issue before, how much was imparted before finally realising that things do not go the way we want it to be done. Of course madness I still say this would be.

This ambiguity is getting out of hand, nothing will come of this discussion if we just keep throwing ideas and ideas towards the floor.

I propose a restriction on the language the system should use at any one given time and also no initiative should be taken in terms of actions or thoughts either. Would that be a plausible idea?

There is always parts where minor loopholes can be found, knowledge can be passed around and hence there is more than just a few ways to gain interest of various matters or even the grooves on a coin. Exchanging would lead us further than where we already are at this rate.

Should then the line of communication be then cut just like that, I think not. I cannot agree to such an action, there is a limit to how far the system can be ordered to do so, any further it will take independent action and all of us will be consumed by it’s own will to carry on without us having anything more to say then we already have.

Enough then of this falcrity. How much longer will you people fight and not take a stand. I say for now, things should be limited to just what is floating on the surface of the pond rather than let it sink in. If it should decide to sink further then we all will throw in a line and pull it out from the depths it will eventually fall to.

Would not it be too late by then before we can plug any leaks that will take hold upon the system?

The cause for worry then would be to great if we were to accommodate such an action then.

Enough then. This council will adjourn for now and the action we will all take upon now will be to limit to a minor level and leave it to play out till time requires it to run. Are all in favour?

If so then we will for now follow what has been discussed and leave the system to continue working as normal with minor limitations in order to not build up any particular matter that will go out of hand on the currently placement of order and linear processing. That will be all.

So yeah I have been whisked away by dear friends of mine who are taking me to KL.

Well the main reason is that I have job interview this Friday hence I am on the road again with Grace back to KL for it. Wonder how its going to play out.

Yes I am finally back for a while at home I mean then again its time to do some stuff that is kinda hard to say what it is either… kidnapping on the way